waaahh!! i feel like i wanna transfer course now, so tht i can have more spare time to find a part time job!! my family is facing a terrible financial crisis now.. i can't bare to watch..well, i dont feel like doing the things tht i want to do anymore, since my family is suffering.. supposedly i had enough money in my bank to pay for my dance fees bt now my bank is getting bankrupt due to my parents constantly borrowing to pay for house bills and other expnses.. now i dont have money for myslf,, and most of all i dont have any part timework to help my parents.. i feel so useless being the eldest daughter in the family..

my weekdays are seriously packed with my course modules which gives me no spare time to work at all.. and saturdays i got dance classes.. i wonder if i will be able to get an excellent gpa to transfer to another course?! most probably i wanna take pharmacy since it only consist of 3 modules which is like 3 hrs a day for the whole week?! heard from my friend.. if i only got 3hrs for sch thn definitely i will be able to work part-time..

well, i guess its impossible to transfer unless u get 4.0 gpa,, tht's wht our lecturer explained, but juz try.. i really dont wanna see my parents so depressed about money.. and most of all im sick.. there's just too much financial problems going on.. sigh..now tht i am old enough to understand, i can feel my parent's burden... i just wanna graduate and find a job as soon as i can..

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