haha, so now back to posting! it's been ages man!! and time flies so fast! one more week til i step down to work! how's tht?! i've much for my tuition fees alr, and i've got enough to spend for myself.. and now i can say " all my hardwork has been payed off" haha, but not so fast coz still 6 more days to go!(:

well, the past few off days were filled with days with my friend heimun, my really agreeable friend who always goes out with me, shopping, eating, movies, and talk about stuff, until we're out of stuff to talk about because we see each other evry week,, & how repetitive we do our own things, i dont really mind, haha as long as im having fun well i hope same goes for her too!(:

well, we shd be off to escape theme park today but due to some people who have sickness, we cannot go!!haha, not sure if she'll be reading this, but i hope u'll get well soon!! i miss her alot alr.. sometimes i realised tht being in a relationship means u'll gonna be casted out far away from ur friends alr, and tht pretty much i guess tells the truth..sigh.. & that's the reason why i dont wanna get a boyfriend.. super troublesome!! well, my bestfriend had a boyfriend.. and on valentines day, they broke up! i mean wtf was he thinkin? just because of a pic of another guy and her was found on her hp doesnt mean she's not faithful!! i mean its just a picture of one of her friends?! OMG! i felt like scolding tht guy if only i was there, and how can she do tht on valentines day some more?!!! and tht was the reason why my bestfriend was soo hurt & failed to call me and greet me back,, i was kinda emo tht time bcoz i thought she would always rmb to greet me, but now tht i know the reason, im even more mad for her ex-boyf.. wth.. ranting these things just makes my temper go up agn...

well, im kinda embarassed cause ive never finishd recording my surprise for her..but oh well, one more week to go and time to work hard to finish the piece!(:

btw, im gonna share one more story im always raged about everyday when i go to work.. (ok, maybe this is ranting time)haha

at work i got this friend named hong kai, 5N grad, 18 yrs old but im still older, good-looking guy, well-built, a basketball player! everything about him was already perfect BUT! his attitude damn s*ck to the max! i never thought this kinda guy would be very talkative, boisterous, goofy, naughty and always like to disturb people! so never taught this guy will be assigned at the same store as me.. since i was the only girl i was being targeted by him as if i can get along with the likes of him.. imagine everytime he says "kobe on the line for the three", "don't i look handsome? mascular?", "hey, if you're tired you can hug me, fall into my arms now" (as if! dream on!) & he will everytime do push-ups kiss his bisceps and check out under his shirt to see his growing abs!! all i can say is YUCK! get a life man! you should be a narcissist, or maybe a gay?! coz he always do those gayish dance (fyi he likes gee by snsd dance) haha! one time i got teach him the crab dance, lol! he looked so stpid and funny, sometimes the customer would just stop and stare at him dancing!hahaha!

well the most impt thing was it was tues if im not wrong, well, both the supervisor and co-supervisor were out on leave and the supervisor on the othr shop, louis was incharge,, and for the worst hongkai was put in the shop tht i was assigned at too! T-T so i thought something sensible about him came up, we talked & talked as if we got alot of things to say,, fyi there were few customers tht time,, but time ticks by so fast because of him talking to me about poly, games, korean dramas, movies.. & taking about the movie white chicks made us laugh so much until he lied on the bench and laughed so hard! xD he's super cute!! (& tht's the only thing) well its pretty much early to judge just by tht bcause actually he was hurting tht time.. he was on the verged of breaking up with his girlfriend bcoz of some 'stuff' im not sure of, but he blames himself at fault.. thn i finally realised this guy is strong inside (not bad) and got some brain and sense and sincerity.. "haha, sometimes i can be serious la" then he looked at me and laughed. "really, im very serious now" haha, tht line is so cute tht striked me to senses, is he really telling the truth?! because he's really a joker.. then i dont know if he was really serious tht time, but he asked me one question twice at differrent time interval "joyce, would you want to be my girlfriend?" and i was like stunned, and said "waaaahh, are kidding me?" "dont i look very serious?" he said. "you look very suspicious le!" i insisted. "really im serious, dont you like me?" then i was like, wth, didnt know how to reply, coz i've been thinkin'.. shd i try like wht heimun said?or shd i like reject agn and have fun?! but ofcourse i dont dare to try, its too early to kill the fun tht im having now, so i just said.. SLOWLY LA! FRIENDS FIRST! haha, then he laughed and said, ok la, i understand, no problem! hahaha! thn he started telling me these things tht i should doll up myself and buy more clothes!tht i can be very beautiful when i just doll up myslf!(oh god!is there something wrong with how i do things with myslf?! as if i will really agree to be her gf!! NEVER!) then i felt like really weird talkin to him, so everytime he goes near i would just stay away..haha (u think i will fell for such a stupid reason.. why did he ask me this kind of qn?we din evn know each othr for very long..& your heart will always belong to ur gf no matter wht, imagine more than a year of relationship alr le! im not stupid please..)

so as expected, he got back with his gf!haha, myb its just the right thing to do tht i didnt give him my no. (i dont want people to disturb me!) was just an excuse,, its because people realise the emptiness inside when the one most loved is gone, & tht's just explains the story.. when his gf stopped contacting him, he became empty and now searching for someone who can fill in tht emptiness..well, all i can say is sorry!im not tht someone, coz tht someone will always be her no matter wht..not fallin for this kind of love game..haha,im smarter thn you know! ;P