whew! work for past 6 days was really tiring man.. super crowded!! and i spent my christmas working too.. T-T in the end we nv did go to church, and orchard, and thn my dad's cooking for new year's eve was a disaster!haha, ok i really prefer my mom's cooking more!! but eve, my sis and I sang alot until our throats got worn out, thn the day after off to work agn.. waahh.. now i understand how tired mom is whn she gets back at home evry late night..i must work hard then to lighten up mom's burden!! though i wanted my own money so much too.. T-T

so b4 christmas i received lots of presents..haha, frm mom!lol, i got a new stripped sweater for work and purple jeans!omg! things tht i wont get oftenly from mom, and those costs alot of $$$!! super expensive la,, well on 17 i got my 1st pay, thn my mom help me put in my bank! i got an atm! super cool but problem is, i dont know how to use it so in the end my mom's the one controlling it T-T but oh well she gave me $40 which is quite alot, but the time my family and I went out i spent it all for food, first time eating marvellous cream and eat yami yougurt agn whn we went ion!haha, the macaroni soup near the tea loft there was damn nice! i also ate hotdogs at dong dae mun which is super awesome!! it tasted just like the hotdogs in my country! whn i go back im gonna bring more!!haha

so the best part of my post will be the next one..ahaha!!.. hm, thou im not sure someone's gonna read this..hmmm??? but anw, i think its just normal for me to feel this xD from here onwards im gonna talk about one person who is super!!!! i dont know how to explain, but always makes me feel some kind of electricity inside me whenever he's near me!omg.. i think i'm crazy..haha!

he's cute, funny, playful, quiet sometimes.. he has smiling eyes! xD his wink makes me want to faint.. (im exaggerating here,haha) super GENTLEMAN!! has a gentle voice, whenever he's near, im like the same pole whose gonna repel, when he smiles, im blinded & i try to look away, when he stares at me, i try to fight by staring back but i cnt maintain, he super helpful, going up ladders to reach the boxes for me, trying to steal all my chores away from me, but sometimes i dont let him.. after work, we walk the same way, and i try to walk as fast as i can cause i will feel weird just walking beside him,, but he was trying to catch-up somehow or isit just me?!haha, he always tries to walk past me, thn turning back smilin and waving.,, OMG!!!! got one time tht my face nearly burst, cnt help but smilin to myslef like a crazy person on my way home.. one time he was walkin ahead of me, super slowly, as if wanting me to catch up with him but i purposely walked slowly too..he was playin on his psp thn, on his way home, and i just love lookin at his back, (total LOL) ok, i think i didnt mean wht i said,,haha? thn i think his patience snapped, and he looked quite sad by thn whn he truned back at me,, myb coz i didnt try to catch up and walk beside him..!LOL! or maybe he's too tired to wave, so he gave me tht faint smile? omg, why am i caring about all these things...?and the time he stared at me and knocked his head on the shop's sliding door, i felt painful whn i saw him! walking home tgt, i asked him abt it, and he said he was painful, his face was truly,,ahh!! so pitiful, he looked so in pain and i wanna pat his head!! NOOOO i mean i didnt mean to do tht!! and i never did, thank goodness!ok, i think im super crazy now.. its been 3 years since i felt this again so its kinda awkward for me now.. i'm liking stars now too! and maybe, maybe i just got a crush on you..haha

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