wahhh... im super worn out.. ya i gt a 5-day holiday and the 1st three days im goin to finish the new rpg game tht i downloaded.. 'tales of eternia' haha, its quite fun, bt exhausting to me..alot of fighting, bt the plot of story is good, and the animations inside too.. always fascinated by how they do tht, so i was really hopin tht i could get in to the course tht i want(:

so im in the progress, bt i think itll still take long b4 i fin the game.. :( since ive juz strted it ytd..haha, anw.. im always left alone at home these days, so lonely, bt being alone, i cn reflect abt myslf.. my plans in life, whn i think of it, its like a whole big thing tht awaits me thre.. i dont know..somehow, im abit lost of which path to take, coz i really dont feel like im growing up.. work? yeah.. thts wht adults do, bt come to think of it, im one of thm too..haha! things juz get ridiculous before you knw it.. xD

first of all, i will work hard, to earn money in order to go back home..well, thts wht i think as of now.. aftr O's ill definitely get a job..bt still no idea.. anything would do, since im a first-timer i dont desire for jobs tht pays alot, well im lucky if i cn find one..haha, i dont really think much abt having fun, coz its work aftrall, all i need is the money, thts the most impt(: myb my mom will help me find one! cnt wait!! cnt wait to go home! :D

sigh...............im still abit dizzy frm all the playin, mybe im takin a nap later..(: