hm....
ytd was speechday rehearsal...
it went well i guess..
except tht we played lousily..
thn rehearsed the price giving
too... lol, the band was cheering
for band members including me..
i got the top in combined humans
geog which was unexpected..
lol, i thought it would be yisi or
mel since they were reali v good in
geog..& reali din do quite well in
geog last last yr..bt still choose geog
coz..i prefer learning the present
& future!(: well, anw, hope cn
make good use of the $10 popular
voucher!!lol

& today, was..ok..haha,,
overall felt reali bored throughout
the day.. & LOL! i nv thought
tht today was wed.!!! suppose
to report at 8.15!bt instead, i called
mun at 6.45 which i usually do &
that makes me look so stupid!haha,
so paisei,, gd thing she was alr
awake, heng!ahaha!

hm,it was a boring day i guess,
& guess wht,, i managed to save $2.80
for the day!ahahaha! thanks for the
fishball noodle! i felt reali full!haha, well,
im working reali hard to fulfill my 'tht'
promise!(:

k, and wan say sorry to mir and cindy..
i felt like i was a pain...coz seriously i was
so stubborn tht time.. reali din mean to..
bt i juz dont want to sit beside a guy lor!
its v weird! & i hate it! not tht i hate
the guy lor,, LOL! coz obviously im sitting
wif lester and i dun mean tht, i mean
i hate it whn i gt no one to talk to.. it
irritates me,, seriously..bt anw, its better
tht he's away lor, coz i cn move abit..!lol!
so mir sat beside kevin, lol thn i sat wif
cindy..i felt so guilty coz i knw they always
stick tgt, & im in no place to be in between
thm!!sigh....

hm, seriously, i felt like in class, i hve no
friends..its barely tht i have..yup, 1st thing,
mun is there.. happy to see & stick wif her
in the morning bt ofcourse i will space out
once she is wif her friends alr.. recess,
i stick wif yuzeng and yueqin thy all, bt
sometimes i feel v sad coz im always left
behind esp. juz now aftr eng. i wonder if thy
rmbd me lor..thy juz walkd to the canteen,
& i was like racing behind sadly looking at
their backs, thinking.. "am i so unecessary
to be left behind?!" bt ofcourse i din let
my feelings win over myself & easily got
along wif thm,, w/c i also barely, coz most
of the times, thy speak chi..& i rather
remain quiet.. lunch, i totally hve no one..
hm, i cn say tht i talk to cindy whnever she
stays in class..& im quite happy(: bt whn
she's out,, i gt no choice bt to atleast look
outside the window as if sth is so attractive
there which is, so much of a lie..its miserable..
& juz now amaths i thought it would be the
same thing..sitting wif yuzeng thy all, bt.. i
was forgotten.. sigh.. i am like thrown
in many different directions,, unlikely to
find a place which i reali belong to.. & thts
exactly wht i feel in class... sigh... i miss mel,,
atleast she would wait for me & i wont feel
neglected....

ok, atleast i feel better now.. hm, temporarily..
bt i knw this'll go on... quite happy alr tht way
anw, nth more to ask..coz atleast im not totally
alone...thts wht im thankful of..(:
i juz cnt imagine sch w/o friends.... its like hell,
& might as well dont go sch if u dont have any...

tmr dismiss 12.30!!yay!! hm, hope it'd be
a fun day for me!!!(:

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