to cut..? not to cut?
to cut..? not to cut?
to cut..? not to cut?
to cut..? not to cut?
to cut..? not to cut?
to cut..? not to cut?
to cut..? not to cut?
to cut..? not to cut?
to cut..? not to cut?
to cut..? not to cut?

ive been thinking abt it for
the past few hrs alr..and still
couldnt decide..no one would
give me a good advice... T-T

short myb nice...?
"MAYBE!" T_T ahhh!!
i wanna dare cut short!bt dunno
if itll look nice on me or not..
ive already told mom abt it,
my sis, my grandma, consulted
evryone at home excpt for my
dad..lol! nvm bt myb he'll say
"ok" anw.. ahh!! actually all of
thm were not helping me at all!!
ahhh! otoke?..

i wanna change my hairstyle reali
badly.. my long hair makes my
head feel soo heavy... T-T myb
whn i cut short, nt only it will lighten
my head..bt also, i wonder if ill
look cool or not?haha..like for a
change, i wanna try out like nicole's
and sarah's.. i thought they'd find
it easy tending to their short hairs
than having a long time tieing it up
like me...

& ive got enough reasons to cut my
hair alr...
1). its too long & its bugging me
2). ive been using this hairstyle of
mine since i was in primary..
3). my mom always wanted me to
hav a short hair..lol
4). im sick looking at the same old me
5). i thought a change might be good,
look cool, carefree w/o worrying abt
my hair..how messy it gets whn i play
arnd too much..
6). I DONT WANT TO TIE ANYMORE!

ok.. reasons why the othr side of
me doesnt want me to cut..
1). too scared tht it might not fit me
2). ive created a 'trademark' for all
this years..myb evn my old friends
wouldnt recognize me whn i go back!
3). my grey hairs would be more
obvious on the surface if it happend
to be short alr...
4). my classmates and friends in sch
will surely noticed how drastic i mde
changes on my hairstyle, and ofcourse
will hear good and bad comments..
5). i dont knw if my friends will still
like me like the way i was b4 wif my
old hairstyle...
6). IM SCARED I MIGHT REGRET!!

lol... i wouldnt think this way, if i hdnt
read the book which im currently readng..
haha! Naomi cut her hair, and his boyfriend
broke up wif her bcoz of tht!lol!! he
obviously wanted her to have long hair,
ponytailed.. he also wanted my hair long,
ponytailed and disheveled along my back..lol thts why i
kept this hair for a long time..bt i knw its over, &
i thought to myself tht i shd move on..haha
tht is reali so ridiculous lor!! he was inlove
wif her hair..nt Naomi herself!haha..ok
whtever, bt changing appearance doesnt
mean changing personality too! the bk is
reali v nice! i wish i was an amnesiac too
BUT!! i prefer not.. coz i dont wanna forget
the joyful past i had.. and the nicest people
ive evr met in my life!(:

so 8 chapters left b4 i finish it! for the
bit of a second i realized tht reading a
pictureless book is more worth reading thn
a book full of pictures! coz it makes u
imagine how it was like.. the 5 senses..
see,hear,touch,smell,taste.. all the
components to make the characters alive..
i reali hope this will help me through my
essays..haha(: somehow..

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