wow..today sch reopen..
& holidays so fast gone alr..
T.T
well, new year nth much,
as usual like the last year..
i can't feel it lor.. myb coz
i din light a firecracker to
excite myself tgt wif my
cousins....ahhh...i miss it...
& my bestfriend din call me..
i've waited, & stayed up
late till i gt panda eyes.. T.T
haha, bt its ok, i knw tht my
hp is vvv hard to contact!!
ahh! too hard to sms in public
hols. too!! ahh! wanna change
line liao..!!
anw, hope she had fun... T.T
bt im still v envious.. i wanna
light firecrackers wif her.....
haha, bt yup i knw tht nxt yr
i can!!(: i cn't wait!!
anw, back to sch reopening..
saw & heard the new principal
talk... sigh... bt i feel sth quite
weird abt him le... he says
'listen' bt i cn't..its too hard..
mrs. yeo still have the power to
make me listen better lor! coz
she's fierce and i cnt help it..&
i like her more though she's quite
fierce lor..haha, i miss her..T.T
so 1st day was not so bad, & not
so good too..lol. neutral..haha,
& as wht i've wishd for im in 4e2!
yay!!!(: same class as heimun's
bt im sitting farfar away frm her..
T.T some more sitting beside a guy..
ahhh.... im afraid my mouth will
get sooo dry evrytime in class... T.T
bt anw, mun say desmond nt so
bad lor..as long as he's nt talkative
& disturbing..lol!
so hall, & i cnt listen to the
principal..doesnt mkes me to..
& its too boring...sigh... myb othrs
wouldhve felt the same lor..
haha, was nt soo bored, coz
mun dragged me sit wif her..so
i was playin wif her..haha
k, aftr tht ate at kfc wif mun&
cassan(: full!!! thn agn persuaded
cassan go wif me to heimun's
house....bt she can't.. :(
i also understand..myb tmr thn
ill be damn serious abt my studies..
sigh.......... so ended up only
me agn lor....haha, its also coz
heimun always say 'come lah' lol..
since i also nth to do at home lor..
& at first we plannin do hw leh! bt
ended up watch horror movie!haha
her sister's knitting was damn cool
lor!! the knitting needles was
damn big!!haha, 1st time i see, soo
big!haha, coz last time mine was
only soo small,& it was metal...
she was making a scarf!coool!!!
i still rmb i made a hp holder the
last time i knit on my primary 5
home econs class..haha
the yarn was neon orange!haha,
cn still rmb it v clearly....lol, bt now
i dunno how to make alr....lol
so we watchd horror movie..
dark water..lol, the title itself
was quite creepy alr...
WAAAAHHHHHH! cn still rmb v
clearly in my mind ok! esp. the
dirty water itself..im grossed out..
yaks..bt the story quite sad lor...
bt anw, hope i cn forget it asap..
coz i dun wanna carry this photograpic
memory esp. whn i go toilet..
im freaking out.... T.T
haha so aftr tht movie, home-d
nv get to play wii.. coz i cnt think
staright aftr watching tht horror
movie...lol,so refused,, don wan
heimun beat me coz of tht lor!!haha
myb whn i brought cassan nxt time
thn we play wiiii!!!haha
and now i'm confused..
i wanna stay, bt also wanna go back...
i felt like i've change alot..
aftr my 2yrs. here..
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bt still i felt outcasted in the end..
so i dont know how...what..
there's just no one to talk to abt how
i feel...i'm finding it hard trusting
someone now, aftr i left...
how long can i take this pain..?Labels: i wanna be a pharmacist so tht i can make a drug that can cure myself..
