haha.. today was fun!(:
like i said im not lookin
into any complaints.. i dont
care alr...i juz wanna hav
fun!(: heimun so damn
childish lor!haha, nxt time
i go step on the
mud 1st b4 i step on her
shoe!hahaha!
lol.. band was v tiring coz the
tempo of music was slow...
staggering for breath..ahhh!
ok, basically lessns were
the same old thing.. needa sit
for long until u get hungry
staring at the clock, wanting to
end sch soon!haha(: thts wht
i did today..bt ofcourse thre's
also sth tht went into my mind..
perhaps?!! haha

and to my close friend(: i nv
thought u'd think tht way lor..
aftrall we also same three
of us tgt esp in band....
isit bcoz im closer
to her tht u dun want me to be
wif her? or felt like im stealing
her away frm u..? felt outcasted
whn we play those childish
games tgt? or u juz hate
me bcoz im not chi..? im not
acceptable to be her friend?

ok whtever...

im sorry..if evr u feel alone
whnver u see us tgt... tht's why
i always drag u along wht..
whn we go kfc,
or somwhere else...i diedie must
convince u to go wif us!!coz more
fun wif u mah......
i also thought tht u were
concerned
abt me and her whn we ignored
each othr for awhile..dont say
all tht was
juz pretend?or isit tht u were
happy tht we both ignored each
othr?sigh......i knw ur nt tht kind
of person lah... i trust you frm
the bottom my heart.....
it was also you who saved me frm
being outcasted...coz i knw im so
off being wif u five mah,, bt u still
drag me along...i felt ur warmth..
i juz dun understnd why u dislike
me wif her luh..she's my friend
so is it wrong to be wif her?
normal right...? wht do u want
me to do? stay away like i did
b4? hurt each othr for u to like
me bck? i dont know wht to do..
coz u are my close friend too..
& i cnnot afford to lose you..
coz i love u! i dun wanna hurt
people anymore... :'(
i juz wanna hav fun while im still
wif u guys.......coz soon we might
not see each othr evr agn....
soon....im sorry...

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