oh yes! and its finally over!
today gt back our results...
T_T nt quite happy abt it..
i failed my physics and amaths..
as expected..none of thm saved me
frm getting atleast 5 passes.. :(
bt yokata leh, cz thy all say
must pass english & othr two subjs.
to promote!!hehe.. still gt chance..(:
i realli thought
im dead leh.....
juz now, whn i arrived home my mum
asked me right away abt my results..
hehe..well, i ws trying to change the topic
bt she keep insisting lah..
"how?, fail?!"
thn ws reali pressured lor.. i juz
told her i failed two..haha!
thn i say "its damn difficult leh...
i kept failin this two frm the start so
myb these subjs. just dun like me?" lol!
cnt reali look at her lah cz i knw
she feels bad abt me evn if she ws like
smiling...sigh.... wht have i done if i sumore
retain?! omg! i think i wont bear the pain..

hmm..as for the results this yr..
it ws the worst ever..its like for evry subj.
i get a borderline grade leh!
hmm.. i cn nw predict wht are my overall
grades for this yr..
English-probably c5-c6
EM- c6(ill pray hard okay!)
AM-E8 sigh..
Chem.- im nt sure bt myb will pull my grades dwn so
probably b4-c6
Physics- ahh!! d7-e8
Geog. my only one a1.. (':
ss..- nt sure either.. myb will pull dwn my
combined humas.?! sigh...

haha..like been yrs. since i failed my subjs.
the last time whn i ws in p6..sigh..
anw, forget abt it...
i think all e1 people knws tht majority
of the paper ws quite difficult... esp.
tht we take pure...sigh..bt
i reali wonder why i dun receive a form to drop?
i feel v upset leh... cz i reali wanted to..
bt now tht i knw tht it will lessen down my subjs
im also thinking twice....
chikuso!!! i shouldve take MT frm the strt leh
bt i think i will also be in a critical condition..
if only i gt othr alternatives....sigh..
how now? i dun wanna stay...like more suffering leh..
:( and, othr people also dropping... i dunno..
sigh..... myb 3e1 ws nt the ideal class i imagined frm
the start..... like we needed more time to juz
be broken apart in the end..
the part tht i hated most in life..farewells....

how can you not show tht u are in pain?
is it tht hard?
im an idiot pulling out jokes u knw..
bt inside i can feel ur pain..
you're smile juz hurts me more... :(
lol..wht am i talkin abt to strt wif..
sigh..u're strong....i admit defeat..
gambateh neh?! :')

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