oh man.... my legs hurt.. i dunno why..mybe cz my legs nt used to walkin' so far b4 reaching home?..sigh.. i still gt hmk leh..bt i also v bored to do... haii.... bt mybe later lah..haha, rmbd today brought the wrong maths texbook! haha.. so sorry to heimun to hve brought the same as me! lol! nxt time dun trust me in these kind of things cz i also nv write down & always forget.. okie?haha! anw, today did th crystal thingy wif mandy durin our break! & wee! we produced a really nice crystal leh! omg! i regretted nw...if only thy told us v early & we came earlier, we should hve produced nicer one on our own...sigh...

band practice.. no sec2s came.. its cz one is nt feeling well & two hs proj. to fin.. only 1 sec1 came... the othr two i dunno... & one junior like really nt committed to band leh.. i feel like she make lots of excuses juz to escape the prctices...sigh, i dunno.. its up to her lah..aftrall her life is in her hands... though alot of times i reminded her alr..still she wont come..sigh.. dunno wht to do leh.. bt i knw friday she will be coming, definitely..

lol, i juz rmbd sth.. haha.. nv meant to see sth tht i shouldnt suppose to see..haha..sorry leh.. i din knw a cheerful girl cn be so emo too..lol! & i cnt believe she shares the same feelings as me..lol, cz im also finding it hard to express my feelings..haha, anw, my drawing is nicer! nyahaha! jkjk! ok..serious.. ^^

btw, i dunno if this reali concern me..bt all i cn say is.. 'juz be yourself' haha.. the reason why we all have friends is bcz thy accepted us of WHO WE ARE.. although its reali hard to explain lah..haha, bt sometimes we might get dissapointed of wht we cn do, bt juz do not knw how to show it..lol! so chim..nyahaha! don't hate yourself cz its impossible to love another if u dont love yourself frst..haha! loving your friends comes naturally... its whn u r always there whn thy r sad, laughing out loud crazily wif thm evryday , or juz by staying beside thm... knwing if thy r ok or nt..(: though you wont say anything im sure thy cn feel the pain..friends wht..share the same fate & feelings.. through ups & down..lol, whtever..

i dunno why im saying these things.. cz my fate itself in friendship is hard & v painful..i hve to be separated frm my bestfriend..see juz how sad & painful it is? whn i finally found the one who understands me well & breaks through me, its whn fate brought me here far apart frm her.. & i nv get to show her how much she meant to me..i only jotted it in words bt nv get to show her.. T_T i wasted alot of time.. & now, distance is eating away the chance to return back the old days...

ahhh.. i guess fate is realli harsh deh.. so faster go enjoy ur life wif thm, mke thm happy & cherish the moments together..!! :) hehe,

ok byebye! gotta do hmk nw..