haiiii..... juz nw ws scolded by my father agn..lol, i dunno why im so unlcky today..dropped so many many things...haha, mybe im too tired,,sigh..been thinking so many things lately..

and the news headline! s'pore postpone thailand trips..! i dunno wht reali happen lah, evn sir say gt civil war there..if thts the case..and if thai trip will be canceled..its both good and bad news for me.. bad news..its cz if its nt on and if evr i will nt be able to go wif the band..im in a very critical condition in terms of cca points..! czi sec3 alr leh, bt thn i only hve 6cca points! T_T so im reali hoping for this trip.. good news.. (: there's a higher chance tht i cn go home....! so friends! juz u wait and see! lol! im still the old me! though i gotten taller and skinnier i guess?lol!

actually today im v happy leh... haha, dun wanna say the reason...!lol, k basically band is..ok lah... sec1s nv come...so abit sad abt it..& also quite upset abt sth lah..bt i dun wanna share it here cz..i knw people will be reading..so, i think will hve to mke this blog private in case...or should i delete ths blog, and start writing on my diary instead..wif tht its more safe....haha..bt i stil feel tht im vvvvv extra! oh god, why did i hve to go this far!, im v happy in my life alr..life in my hometown is difficult bt yet im happy..here im v stressed...lately, ive been sleeping quite late also... i also dunno why..my mom evn noticed it..lol.. well, today is also the frst time i saw heimun mad... myb me & cassan joke wif her too much...im sorry for tht, realli din mean to..ignore u tht much..haha, bt must knw tht we only playin lah..aiyo din knw tht she cn be v sensitive also..lol..sorry ah?.. (ok i knw ull be readng this..i guess?) anw, juz u knw, ws v difficult for me tht time u knw.. cz i also duno hw approach u... angry mah...esp.tht its the frst time i saw u like tht...haha, bt thn thanks to cassan! wont be v courageous if she wsnt there..lol....& anw, she's the root of all this, cz she's the one who ask me to go ignore heimun for the whole time we walkin to bm mac..lol, bt thn its over alr..heimun also v good2x friend of us..lol, so we all went to eat at bm mac 1st b4 headin home.. (:

ok, i guess thts all...its v late alr..cnt help yawning....myb i fin watch hana yori dango 2 tmr lah, cz my eyes cnnot tke it anymore... byebye!