sigh....wht a day......... aiyo....im so down today..lol! i dunno why i dun feel like playin wif my psp.. sigh..seriously the tests today ws extremely tough..like im goin to die while taking thm! lol! aiyou, ws so mental blocked tht time esp. the amaths test..ws so frustrated tht evn din do well in chem..sigh.. i dunno... bt i knw ill fail both..cz i knw myself...haha,, bt how now ah? i still cnnot get over wif it...haha.. how many times would i fail my amaths? and how many times will i try to strive hard to get a pass? i knw my chances are slim..bt i still wanna continue.....bt cnt go on with any fails anymore..i felt like i gt no hope alr...CA2 alr leh.. and how many times did i passed my amaths test? once or twice only i think..with many class tests tht hve gone...im still a failure..sigh... mybe amaths juz dun like me leh, should i dun like it back too? lol.. i talk too much crap....

sigh...i did well in my english..teacher said..though i ws,, why dont i feel anything? should i feel happy?lol! naturally..bt i think im abnormal leh.. i gt the highest mark in class bt i still wont want to recognize it.. its cz ws like.. huh??! why all of a sudden i did well? i din evn studied for it u knw! thn amaths is i study like hell!! bt thn i couldnt pass! lol!! so why? i also dunno wht the heck is happening nw... myb im juz lucky..i guess..bt miranda also dont wanna believe me...ws telling the truth, its reali kinda awkward, and my back is still pain u knw! its cz she pat me on the back v hard until i wanna vomit blood! does she need to do tht to congratz me?! lol!.. ws the one who told her to get over it alr, bt it seems tht im the one who cnnot get over it yet..haha..

hmm..and phys.....i dunno why all of a sudden i passed, bt im thankful! :) myb its abt my luck lah,, bt nvm..at least i passed my phys evn for juz a lil while! lol! i hope i cn pass my amaths too..haha... bt i still dun believe it lo..frm a fail to distinctn.....haha, so weird..and i also din evn study for it much,,, bt amaths!!!! why?!! lol!! myb i dun study for amaths thn i get to pass? haha...im so confused nw....

hmm..bt overall i should be happy abt it, evn juz for abit cz, i knw i improved my eng and phys though my amaths still fails!! nd my chem is being threatened nw also..its cz im so confused w/ the diff. formulas/ratios/concept alr.. bt i hope it wont pull me down...hve to keep on striving!!

k, my sis needa use comp..lol! bye!