oh man..!! im bursting wif happiness inside! lol! 1st of all cz of my medical results.. i realli cnt believe it u knw..ws v like nervous juz nw in the consultation room, thn aftr the doctor read the results frm his computer, he straight-away told me tht its all negative, and im normal!!! yeah!! well, i should be v thankful if its a miracle..aftr all the bloody sacrifices tht i had.. sigh, it reali lowered down my hopes & dreams..bt thn im still saved! thank God.. T_T now, i feel like i hve been spared..yup i should change and correct down my mistakes... 1stly should nv skip meals.. 2ndly eat alot of fiber-riched food.. and 3rdly, dun hold urine for too long..lol! well, the doctor say, theres nth wrong with the outside lining of my stomach YET.. so mybe its juz strting..and i hve to stop it b4 it becum worst.. same as my bladder case.. should reali take care of myself properly yeah..it felt like im juz hurting myself... bt anw, should light the candle on the altar later..and give some time for thanks-givng prayer and forgiveness... i realli owe my life to Him.. oh man...im reali happy leh..haha!! xD

well.. if sth serious hd happend to me.. my prents wont allow me go overseas trips..so ws like damn happy today! and i heard tht im still goin home wif my grandma! yeah!!! thn juz nw my father ws asking me if I & my sister wants to go JAPAN!! lol! thn i ws like, "huh?" why so suddenly? and sum more it ws like an impossible dream came true for us u knw! japan leh!! OH MY GOD! thn my sister and i suddenly went excited.. its all bcz of the promotion of citibank if am nt wrong..thn i heard sumore, mum & dad will go san francisco! lol, while us go japan! haha!!.. bt thn i think he's also nt serious lah.. & i alr told him tht i hve th thai trip lor, if say i will be chosen to go wif the band lah..haha.. and were saving for our college here..cz i knw its v expensive and if we cnt afford,,hv to go home and continue our studies there... which is.. ok also for me lah..haha, atleast will be wif my bestfriend..hehe, ill choose the college wherever she wanna go in.. definitely.. :) and i'll promise wont be too far away frm her anymore.. it felt like i hurt her alot.... & i wanna fill in the emptiness tht i caused her for 2yrs..... bt anw,, on the brighter side.. if evr will take college here, will work so hard and earn enough so tht she cn also go here..! omg! i cnt imagine how fun it is! lol! xD im v excited to graduate highsch alr..haha!

ok, basically nv get to attend band today... sigh....bt will catch up fast whtevr i missed..end here! :)