hmm..will not elaborate much cz gt no much time for bloggin'.. must revise the binomial theorem lor... how cum heimun find it so easy ah? bt i take it as if its a big disaster tht will try to engulf me anytime tmr, yah..durin maths period! esp. tht we'll be sitting for test agen..bt anw, should nt let my guard down yeah..lol..! (:

today aftr sch ws wif heimun ya, basically we were juz eating our lunch and telling abt stories..nyahaha! ok, i still rmb, its abt her sister..haha..! her sister ah, bt she keep on laughing at her!..lol! so bad leh..haha &omg! she better nt tell her or else im dead! sigh..actually wanna grow til like tht of her sister leh.. atleast my mom will be happier thn! lol! cz she wants me to get fat! haha bt anw, heimun say she wants to be like me.. like v thin u knw..haha, i cn imagine an anorexic heimun..like her dimple grow v big and sunk until v deep on her cheeks..haha, its terrible..lol!.. well i cn also imagine myself like v fat, bt thn nt reali v nice as people might think tht im always eating..lol! cz of the chubby-ness of my cheeks mah! haha! till cn cover the whole face & like want to burst anytime like tht.. nyahahaha!! xD ok, too exagerated..haha bt lets juz be thankful of who we are..haha, atleast were still normal..lol! thn did a little of revision..she taught me binomial & taught her chem..lol, i still nt sure if she understood sth or nt lor..haha! bt anw, i also din understand anything..so same, same..haha!!!

aftr tht mandy came... thn we go lab to check if we cn make the crystals today..and ws like i cn't believe it is still on u knw! haha..its like the competition itself has been dead for years and now alive agen..lol! bt thn v happy yah!hehe, finally cn work wif mandy! (: to tell the truth, for almost two yrs ive been in henderson..i've only knwn her in her blog..hehe, thn nw cn finally interact and talk to her...& ws still thinking, "am i dreaming?" lol.. cz since whn i ws in NA i knew tht i wouldnt be friends wif her..its v far frm becuming lah, though i always gt to read her blog...& im also a v shy person who wouldnt tag if nt necessary... esp. she still dunno me tht time, and ws like sort of determined to go express to look for more nice friends lah, hehe, so whn i went to express... thn thre i strt to knw lots of nice people, and i kinda understnd how it goes...

ws still continuin to read bck thn, & i've seen it all.. & through it, i also knew tht my senior in band is a close friend of hers which is heimun ya,haha! well also learn sth abt her and eventually tht mkes of wht we are today.. so far she is the closest friend i hv in band.. :) i also knew cassan bcz of heimun, cz thy also always tgt in band mah..thn if i rmb she commentd me in frndstr tht time, thn i rply, and she also rply & it hd gone continuously, lol.. bt nw nt alr lah, cz we kinda knw each othr alr.. (: & nw she wanna go out wif me agn..haha! nv thought i would be tht v fun to her!lol! myb she's also lame & a shallow-minded person like me! haha,jk..! (:

k, knwn gwen.. (: cz i also evryday read her blog bt thn she dun post regularly..haha! actually i knew tht heimun likes suju bcz of one of the posts in her blog..lol! so i went to find out, thn it also hit me, and strted to like suju frm thn on also!haha.. (: thn i admire this girl v much cz despite of the prblem she hd on her backbone, her passion for dance is so strong tht she still wanna continue to dance.... (: & eventually i knew tht she's v funny in person also..lol! she like to crack lame jokes! lol!.. well, i also read yuanyi's blog.. (: and eventually knew tht she's so nice to her friends... 1stly she's infrnt of me in line during assembly..haha, sumtyms we talk abt funny funny things arnd us..lol! and she's is my best SPA chem buddy!hehe, i rmb we did Cu(II) sulphate crystals tht time, and it ws v beautifully formed! all thanks to her!hehe, if nt for her, i think ill freak out during chem prcticals.. cz though its been 2yrs doin those, still nt quite familiar abt the apparatuses, cz my sch in the philippines also dun hve those kind of things mah..so im still quite ignorant abt it..haha, if i dun hve such a kind chem buddy, wont be hving fun wif it at all..haha!

so basically as i ws saying... it all originated frm mandy...hehe, and im quite unprepared facing the person whom i owe alot.. i've learned great things, abt the class, sch, and the country itself... so thanks alot to her tht i adapted well to this society..hehe, and met many nice friends..ofcourse many to mention lah..so i only stressed on those who were close to her.. (: and understood the feelings, emotions, stress..lol, i sumwht kinda knw her personality yeah..hehe,

the reason y im so afraid to talk to her is tht im juz scared tht she might get bored wif me...hehe, so i dunno wht to say totally, like my mind went blank suddenly wif tongue tied..lol.. whn eventual silence cums in thts whn i worry on how the person nxt to me feel.. & i always thought tht thy r dissapointed.. of me.. at frst people i meet at most will say this things to thm frst, tht "im boring, so im sorry if i wont talk much"..if i rmb i alr told gwen, cassan, and heimun abt it..bt thn i felt like thy strted accepting me, evn though thts the case..hehe... bt i knw, i might hve been v exaggerated by saying these things..bt thts my own way of expressing my feelings..esp. tht, ya... i will be working wif her, and cnt stop bursting wif joy at the same time, anxiousness..on whether will i be able to mke a good impression or not?lol.. sigh...... i knw bad impression alr lah..its cz heimun ar, couldnt mke it a secret between us...thn she say like i din reali mean like tht at all..bt she's trying help me i knw..in a way..haha,thre's juz things tht cnnot be expressed by words...so ya...hehe bt anw.. i hope will get a v fun time doin this tgt wif her! (: which i knw will be lah...hehe, im v excited!!! esp tht.. ok i knw some peole will get to read this..bt probly only one person would knw wht it is! lol

yup! its nt easy to mke crystals! should try my v best to mke nice one!haha.. though im nt reali good in prctical cz its yuanyi tht evrytime teach me one how do..lol! ok, should revise binomial soon! bye! (: