today bck to sch.. and we checkd our pprs.. i failed 3 :( sigh,, bt i get over it alr.. hehe, dun wanna giv lots of burden to myslf.. nw tht.. sigh..

amaths, i knw ill fail, bt din reali expect for physcs and emaths.. sigh.. din mke it leh.. myb its cz i nv study properly the night b4 tht.. kept watching hana kimi..haha, deserves me juz right... sigh..
english.. i think i did well for paper 1 bt comprehnsion is alwys like tht one.. v hard to score one.. y ah?haha.. i also dunno bt almost all of us also felt like tht..

chemistry.. is ms. hasina count wrongly,, i wouldhve gt b3 if i din checkd wif her,, she said i ws so lucky to get a1 for such a small mistake..haha..

ss, i juz pass by 3marks.. hehe ws so happy deh.. nth more to ask.. i thought she wouldnt undrstand my handwriting for the 2nd part.. hehe

lastly geography.. did quite well, thn mr. law ws the teachr.. hehe,, thn aftr goin thru correction, i gt ask one ques, tht only count for one mark.. thn later tht, mr law askd me and lakshmi to ask mdm linda abt tht.. bt thn i realized its only 1 mark, so went bck to mr law tht i chnged my mind so nvm..haha thn he say 'wht? 1 mark is like 1 dollar u knw!, nvm lah, asking questions wont harm anyone, i will be the one there to support u!" so sweet! hehe, so went with him lah wif lakshmi thn found mdm linda.. ws 1st one to ask ques.. it ws abt providing eg. bcz i din put any,, bt thn the correction sheet also doesnt have.. thn she say tht she ws expecting me to give examples thn i say "y?" thn she askd me bck,, thn i say "bcz am in 3e1?" haha!! thn sw mr law gigle abit.. she say "no, bcz whn time cums ull be the one to tke the olvls nt me and it will be a loss of marks for juz a lil matter" sth like tht.. thn i ws like "ahh" thn she askd me on the spot for my missing ans,, answrd back directly,, (aiyouu, why din i put tht on the paper ah?)haha.. ws v like paisei leh,, its cz mr law dragged me thre evn if i alr chnged my mind nt to tke amendments for it.. bt thn he told me.."thre's nth wrong in asking questions ryt?,,, infct ull learn" :) thn i thanked him aftrwards.. :) v nice leh to have teachrs like mr. law... gud thing he ws in geog this yr.. hehe evn though he tke band 2 students..

anw.. i think ill keep doin my best as tme goes by,, i hope i cn hve some motivation bck agen...hehe, aftr all its the olvls tht we were preparin for..

aftr tht is band practice.. ws so excited gt to play agen... bt din do tht well,, its cz haha, so long nv play alr.. sumore im the sl u knw! sigh.. bt i think i wont be lah.. nw tht..... ahhh.. sigh..

it keeps hurtin whn i try to blow... naze?! :( bt thn i reali forced myslf to.. eat also nt in the mood.. doshte?! if only i cn continue wif this.. bt thn keep on encouraging myslf,, nw tht i saw heimun smiled at me agen..haha, her smile is juz so cute! i wish i cn hav it too..haha.. so tht i would be able to mke people smile too.. :) anw thanks! well, its juz the beginning of my tiring work.. sl is a vvv difficult duty.. sigh... bt thn i also dunno if i cn continue.. nw tht...

i wish this is nth tht serious.. and im much more worried abt my bestfriend.. she will also get surgery nxt wik.. i dunno if i cn also get ASAP.. :( bt i think mine is scarier.. im getting v scared by nw... i hope i cn mke it,, if evr....

anw, had fun tym chatting wif her juz nw,, hehe mking funny faces at my webcam thre, we also get to talk.. i miss her.. sigh.. its v long tym alr since we last did tht..hehe, yahoo messengr is v efficient! ws also chatting wif hillary, my close close friend..hehe, i also cn relate wif her latest! she also likes ikuta! omg!!! and oguri shun?! haha.. heimun also like him, as far as i cn rmb.. :)

well, v tired by nw.. i goin to sleep soon.. i hope tmr will gonna to be fine....