my day ws totally filled up wif mixed emotions today.. ws extremely tired in the morning bcz of the syf thing.. din knw it ws tht hard to control the lantern! haha! raised my hands up high till v tiring leh! at first my helium ballon deflated,, v poor thing hor, bt thn i went to get new one agen..haha! also saw the video..the lantern people were like holding giant marshmallows u knw! haha, v funny.. hmm.. overall ws ok lah..bt still dunno if it'll cum out nice in the aerial view or nt..haha, i also v scared of the costume cz it might cum out v weird..haha, aftr syf ws wif carla, talked abt.. ahem,, ok no needa say..haha, hmm.. watchd movie, stomp?! something..haha! v cool man! black rocks!!haha

aftr tht went wif flute section to buy all the necessary things for investiture..haha, hmm.. i think no needa elaborate much lah cz i afraid our seniors might alr find out if evr thy knew my blog juz incase..haha,so juz emphasize more on the crazy things lah..haha,, we went to the library to search for pics..of an elephant..nyahaha! thn gt tym whn me n heimun share computr to find pics for printing.. the google searchd helped us alot,, bt also made our stomach reali pain..haha, it cz reali funny lah, while we were finding, there gt so many unecessary things tht cum out,, sum of the pics looked funny,, we finding 'dumbo' leh, thn certain things cum out like the old elephant, mouse, fetus of an elephant! gt weird bird or octopus figure also?! nyahaha! thn the elephant which ws standing on two legs..! haha, til nw cnt stop laughing.. xD thn xiujing gt borrowed heimun's phone to ask herlina if wht vivian likes, hippo or dumbo, thn she gt sms ryt? as heimun's charcter set on hr fone ws the one wif the spelling one, xiujing v confused.. she gt write, "hey, vivian likes hips?" thn i say "huh?!wht u write?" thn she starts laughing thn i also.. we evn gt scolded by mr. faizal there..haha, my stomach reali pain by tht time..

aftr tht me n heimun go off to plaza sing to buy the gifts..we went to yamaha, craved for flutes and her piccolo, thn we gt buy the thing lah.. nxt is we went to daiso cz cheaper mah, we bought lots of things there..things tht i cnnot tell..haha, well, its a tough job lah,, esp. whn u r nt sure wht the seniors like, bt reali tried our bests..haha! we also gt went to comics collection.. saw suju posters, gt one same as the comics collection at tiong! haha, the donghae wif armpit hair! nyahaha! thn we also went giordano, bought things thn went off to basement and buy sum refreshing bubble tea! i totally love it!!! (: hehe, thn we took mrt to reach home..she helped me go take the card as my ezlink dun hve balance alr.. hehe, actually dunno hw to use it leh, later thn whn i reachd home, i tried to collect the money she ws talkin abt by putting bck the card, bt i v paisei leh, its cz i kip on inserting the card bt nth happen..haha.. thn sumwhere whn we were at the mrt, gt one guy fell asleep thn i dunno wht she laughing abt,, bt i also laugh (w/o knwing any reason) haha, its juz v awkward leh, i thought she ws laughing abt our weird reflection in the train, bt thn it ws nt bt bcz of the guy,, ws reali laughing hysterically to myself lah, bcz i ws so dumb, we laughing at diff reasons..haha!!!

aftr i reachd home, ate thn hd no time to rest alr, so rushed to sch.. ws able to meet heimun at the bustop agen.. thn wait a lil while,, thn go to commerce room.. ahmm..i dunno leh if its juz ok to tell this..bt nvm, i think i would juz bounce out of it.. bt its quite sad leh, i dunno bt i think i saw her cry... i hope she's fine nw.. :') hmm.. well,, talked abt jc and poly and ite things.. aftr tht i ws called for dunno wad reason.. ws reali scared leh,, gwen also called! haha, thn we keep scaring ourselves.. thn heimun cme, hmm, thn we jkjk her lah, haha,, its cz she keep on eating mah.. thn we juz thought tht she ws doing tht out of depression.. sigh,, yup, i knw all of us received dissapointing grades like wht mr.lee said.. i also found my grades reali v frustrating lah.. its cz evn though i pass, my grades still did nt meet the needs of a pure science student.. i rmb wht yuzeng told me whn i asked her why she appealed to 3e2 instead of being 3e1 this yr.. she say its cz its better to get an A in comb.sci. thn a C in a puresci class.. thn wht she says mkes sense lah.. its cz its the points for the L1r5 things or whtsoevr tht we are fighting for.. T_T i reali v sad leh,, thn thy all also felt like dropping.. the atmosphere ws reali gloomy lah.. bt thn evn if i fail, stil i wont give up lah, my sis kept on encouraging me, also my mom.. my fathr ws oposite, haha, still cn discourage me,, bt fine lorh!! haha, hmm if cnnot thn drop on EOY lah! bt thn i hope it'll be fine for me whn olvl cums..

sigh,, if many people drop, i think 3e1 wouldnt be fun lah, esp. tht we were juz strting to create tht class spirit and bonds.. :( i dunno nw leh,, i dun care anymor, i juz wanna hav fun! and hopefully cn equally do well in studies..thts all..bt how? study hard also cn't.. :( study harder? mybe can.... shud lessen my time playin psp.. bt i think i cnt also stop myslf frm doing it..sigh..

ok i juz wanna sleep nw,,haha.. tmr, shall be a new day lah..haha..