hmm.. well, still quite early i guess so lemme tell y'all wad happen ytd..

had investiture prctice wif cheryl thy all.. ws wearing PE shirt,, haha cz i thought we gonna prctice inside sch mah.. bt thn saw all of thm wearing home clothes thn i ws like "huh?" halfway felt like goin to toilet,, and ws reali v lucky leh cz i am wearing sch u mah, so cn enter sch! haha!!
aftr finish waitin for evryone, went to bball court, thn prcticed.. the two songs were rehearsed perfectly, and ws left wif band song,, hehe bt thn i also dun needa prctice for tht song.. cz i holding the cardboard, haha..fun! :)

aftr prac. heimun and agnes came frm hist lessn and we all headed to bm mac to fin the investiture things.. we met fiona lor on the way thn agnes parted ways wif us.. uhmm.. juz wanna say sorry to agnes leh,, its cz i nv mde it to her house warming.. uhmm.. bt thn, hope she enjoyed! the rest as well.. :) so, first is we drew on the shirt..haha, ws the one who did the coconut tree..! quite ugly though..haha, 2pm thn heimun went for her tuition.. left wif me, gina, xiujing and wen hui.. sumhow wen hui is reali joker, haha.. i think all of us agreed tht she is the only sec1 in flute section tht is close to us..bt thn i cn't also ignore hui geok..hehe,its cz we alwys get to ride at the same bus in the morning, so can't help talkin abt lots of things.. :)

so we strted doin the sketchbooks.. haha, quite fun lah, i guess.. i think i juz hve to get used to hear thm speaking chinese w/o letting me knw wht thy wr talkin abt..haha, aftr all, its my fate,, and kind of a disadvantage being nt wif the same race.. the only thing am quite dissapointd of myself is tht whn thy mention sth abt me being the SL,, thn kept on denying it.. juz tht i cn't do much and still thy insist.. i ws like ahhhh!! "she's so stressed" haha, wen hui said.. bt well tmr is the investiture.. i hope it wouldn't be me bt heimun who will receive the duty of being an SL! i think all of us wanted her lah,, haha, juz found out the time whn she askin whether to cum bck to mac to help us.. no doubt tht she's the ideal one tht should be the SL! :') well i will be v happy if tht would be the case, i reali hope lah.. cz if its me, flute section is doomed! haha..

aftr finish went to the inter wif thm,, ws mking a fool out of myself..ws feelin alone i guess.. thn aftr xiujing and gina went off,, me n heimun ws left.. thn she told me tht she v scared for monday,, cz tmr will be the day tht she would give an answer..whethr to drop or not.. thn ofcourse i also dun want her to drop lah, cz its juz like letting your friend give up.. so kept on encouraging her,, bt she say she wans to try bt thn she v scared later she cnnot cope up.. thn felt like telling her "nvm lah, i'm always here to lend u a hand",, sth like tht.. bt thn decided nt to.. cz i also a failure wht, thn wht much cn she expect frm me?.. sigh.. i admit tht i also find it difficult in our class la.. cz i spent most of the time studying those subjs. tht i found it hard to pass, bt thn im still being dumped into failure.. whn she told me abt putting more time to study the sciences, and hving lesser time to study the rest, it felt tht it ws true for me.. i felt like all my efforts were wasted cz no matter hw hard i study for my physics and amaths,i still cnt get a pass, and worse is it affcted my emaths and english which i din hav more time to spend to..

ws reali thinking hard tht time..its cz evn if i pass those subjs.. more chances tht i will get a bad pass which is a C,, so wht's the use of tryin to achieve an A if u reali deserve a C.. besides evn if i tke pure, i wouldn't go jc bt poly.. cz heard tht jc is reali stressful though i reali wanna wear uniform whn goin to sch..bt thn evn if i go poly, if i reali do my best i cn still go to university..thts wht im thinking abt.. and if i drop, i gt lesser subj. and more free period to conduct my own studying for the subjs.. and also if i drop, ill be more confident to pass all my subjs. satisfactorily i guess.. bt on the othr hand.. dropping means tht im losing the chance of tking pure science obviously! haha, and also im wasting money cz my books cn no longer be used.. im also risking my early lunch cz we dismissing at 3.30 or sth.. and im also losing my friends like mel and yueqin.. bt thn miranda and cindy also there, yuzeng also..haha so wont be a problm, i guess.. i cn also get to see mel thy all during recess and he's also there.. wee!!! haha, bt thn i promise tht he wont be a distraction if evr,, or shall i say would serve as an inspiration?! haha!! ;D

my parnts said tht anything would be fine for thm,as long as i cn pass all my subjs.. myb its reali a pain for thm knwing tht i gt fails.. bt i promise tht i will do my best this time! :)

hope my decision is right.. wish me luck! ;) tmr is lesson and investiture! who will be the nxt SL?! i hope its heimun! cz majority of us will be voting for her!hehe :) hope my stomach wont create much trouble tmr..i hope so..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MONICA ZHANG! :)

hope she had a great time today.. i missed her alot.. :')