haha, nth reali, juz wanna update since i've open up my laptop.. how have i been this past few days? stressed..haha, i was extremely tired tht i gt no choice bt to ruin my revision schedule. ytd.. i spent my time sleeping in te afternoon till woke up quater to 7.. well, i guess am THAT tired.. i also dunno.. i've been eating lots tht i have becum a lazy "fat pig"(as if) haha, bt i hope i would becum one soon...well, to speed up my weight, my heavy meals increased! i ate rice 4 times a day! morning, recess, lunch and dinner! haha! i hope this strategy works..

anw, reason why i opened my comuter is to fill up my phrase book..which is kinda helpful to me, as am reali bad at descriptions.. i don't read books, i "read blogs", yes..bt sum of thm were written in singlish..and i needa find more vivid words- something tht has never existed in my vocabulary..haha.. hmm.. well, i found quite alot, and i hope i mke good use of it..

today was also photo-taking session! i felt like my smile ws so fake..haha! i felt like i overdid it, and i dread tht i might look so weird..haha! i ws sitting wif mandy and jasmine,,well, ok.. lah..bt i found it awkward,, cz none of thm ws close to me, and i felt i ws odd..bt its okie,, eventually i would also knw thm more..i hope.. ws v unfortunate whn heimun and gwen ws standing sumwhre behind me!sigh,, keep poking me..haha,, the two were as cheerful as always... i dunno how to mix wif thm cz am nt reali like thm.. haha, bt yup did my revenge! keep poking gwen!!haha! well, i dunno if i would continue, cz i dun wan her to fall sick agen...haha

sumore i juz feel tht i closed my eyes sumwhre while we were having it..its cz of the flash mah, thn sumore the camera is v near to us! and i am sitting near the centre, infrnt of the camera!! ahhh!! i cnt believe am tht short, primary school is am one of the tallest leh! bt nw am one of the shortest.. T_T my classmates are incredibly humongous! sigh.. haha, (actually last night was practicing my face to smile, cz my friends say my expression is always sad,, i dunno why, bt i'm working on it,, whnver i see the mirror i smile, and laugh to myself hysterically,, its juz so..weird! haha, bt i found myself so delighted abt it.. :)
well i hope the photo will cum out juz fine! ^^

hmm, nth else.. must revise for chemistry nw! hwaiittiiinng!!! :)

my early morning silence ws shattered
as my heart ws throbbing reali fast...
he was behind me,,
his voice petrified me..
i would rather walk in the tunnel
if i would get to see him thre
evry day...=')

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