eng. paper..and ws nt feelin tht well,, early in the mornin like wanna vomit the food,, i feel like im bloated, bt ate as much as i cn,,, forced myself to eat, cz i cnt skip meal!! esp. tht we hd our 1st paper today.. ytd, watchd movie frm tv, called transporter 2?! damn nice man! the guy is v clever! haha, also a strategic martial arts guy,, he's so cool! and juz keeps a low profile..an ideal guy in short,,bt he's too old alr..haha.. anw, i din knw wht to study lah, cz english mah,, juz flipped the pages of my yellow file and peered..
sch.. evryone ws busy doin their last min revision.. my stomach bck thn ws still upset, recess is like gonna throw-up the pao! i dun undrstand leh lah my stomach! last time cn eat 2 paos leh! nw, evn haven finishd! T_T whts happenin to me, did i ate sth weird or wht?! okie, english paper ws okok lah.. i dunno if i did tht wel,,l bt i hope i'll pass! i wouldnt mind if i fail othr subj. as long as my english pass cn alr... and the embarassing thing is..am v absent-minded while submitting the papers..,, haha! stupid me.. myb cz i din eat much this morning, so gt no energy to think much,, and also to talk tht much..so sorry to carla n mel..
went home, and at the bus felt dizzy, its cz i v hungry alr.. (hah! see lah! nv eat prperly!) i dunno lah,, my stomach is mking me a fool! sigh.. i wish i'll becum a pig sumday! anything thy eat also can.. reachd home ate lunch, and i feel bloated agen! ate little and ws abt to complain to my mom agen, bt.. decided nt to..its cz dun wanna trouble her much.. went to bed went to sleep,, woke up at 2.. revised physics.. n fin til chap 2.. shall continue the rest tmr!
hope MYE will end soon.. cz possibility i'll be going home this june!! haha, cz my dad is goin home and im also planning to go wif my sis.. bt..so many activities are yet to cum like syf and i think extra lessons durin the holidays.. syf is nvm lah, myb ill ask mrs. low for travel form agen so tht ill be excused frm practices.. bt lessons..i dunno..sigh, if cnnot cope myb ill drop...
sigh.. city life is vvvv stressful! i wanna go visit my town! breathe fresh air and splash onto the crystal clear waters of beaches agen..!i miss the feeling! i feel like evry scenery here is the same old thing, evryday see buildings, cars,, and how sad to see the night sky with seldom stars appear...sigh.. i miss star gazing on my roof! i miss the milkyway.. evrything.. i feel like im so depressed..haha! anw, juz remebrd the passage frm our english paper juz nw, bt i am nt a cutter ok! im nt insane.. good thing my piano and guitar wre here to help me express my feelings..haha.. the passage is like i feel so gross.. why must thy describe hw thy cut thmselves?! ahhh!! must stop thinking abt it,, its juz horrible..
ok end here...
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