a bright yellow streak of light spotted onto my eye, waking me up in the hot and humid afternoon as i was peacefully sleeping the whole time.. leaning upright to the wall, i curiously peeped onto my window, and saw nothing but cars busy running in and out of the road.. soon i looked up and the beautiful view of the alluring cerulean skies lured me into a sense of serenity which reminded me of flying a kite on the green and immense field of my own beloved town.. "It's fun to be alive.." I thought. I closed my eyes for awhile, and enjoyed my wonderful dream,, the never-ending happiness that is little by little embracing me..it is soothing..and i would wish to live in the dream tht i have always wanted to achieve..

bt soon, something has suddenly came up into my mind..i forced my eyes to open up wide, as i start to revert the things that i have thought just now.. "I want to live! bt not in the dream..i don't want to sleep forever..I want reality...!" I exclaimed in my own thoughts.. and soon tears starts falling from my eyes,, i couldn't help it.. i felt like i was hopeless.. I started to pat my basket,, hoping everything is fine, and i can be able to recover from it.. I was feeling weak. With the sense of eagerness, I started to walk slowly to the lavatory with knocking knees and feebly reached for the door. I stumbled and eventually ws forced to sit on the floor..i am frail.. a totally crippled youngster.. it was painful..

i shouted for help,, bt no one was around.. thy left me alone,, for my own sake..to earn enough for my future medication.. i know it was love but why didn't i sensed it? It is because I want to be comnforted.. the care is the love that i want to receive.. I struggled and pushed myself up, "I am strong!" I told myself.. I started to grin as i slowly walked in to give myself a relief.. i succeeded. It's all because of my friends and family,, thinking of me, worrying abt me.. it ws great! and i seriously love the feeling..i felt love.. and i will continue to live because of it... ^^

haha!! i ws juz practicing for the english test tmr!bleh~ ;P seriously... :)