reason is this person made my day.. is v funny bt i dunno y early in the morning i gt so emo.. myb bcz of ytd..haha! am nt showing a face.. happy nor sad.. bt this person actually found out tht am sad, haha!! hmm.. myb cz am inactive or wht.. no mood at all.. and this person, actually told me the reason why bt its partially correct..haha! "oh, i knw now, bcz you are hungry!" hahaha!! tht's wht she actually told me! i smiled abit, thn i ws like,, wht?! how did u knw? haha!! yup i ws hungry bck thn,, keep looking at the time, and waiting to go recess.. haha! bt the main reason isn't tht.. its bcz of ytd.. bt i actually found out the reason why its like tht.., bcz i tried b4 so its their chance to try too! ^^ haha! wht a simple reason for me to be sad of.. i thought its sumthing of my weakness.. bt now tht i knw, am happy leh,, i'll be there to support them! ^^
CCA day and the principal took so long to talk.. sigh.. as usual deh.. band practice ws.. ok i ws emo so ws nt enjoying bt whn the time i played the 2nd suite, it reali soothes my feeling.. am strting to knw how to express.. haha! although nt good at it bt, reali put on my sadness and feelings to it.. esp. the 2nd movement.. so nice men.. thn we go assmble, hmm.. quite fun playin the colors of the wind bt all of us always miss the count and we dunno the rhythm too! haha!! seeing each othr, dunno whn to play.. its quite fun! :) haha! aftr took recess, Mt went library, study amaths while mel is sleeping.. haha!
juz a reminder to those who are emo like me..! haha.. nt reali bt sumthyms,, whn we feel dissapointed, depressed or sth,, whn we fail, we feel weak.. like there's no tmr like tht..haha all i cn say is "everybody deserves a second chance, first is we have to get over it and eventually, we have to move on.. We are not perfect,, and if we slipped the last time, let's do our best not to fall again :)" life is juz a matter of choices.. we change to be better, we try hard, with the help of our friends :) and if we nv lose hope, we cn eventually succeed.. ^^ haha!!! applies to me who wants to improve! haha, yup! i definitely will! hwaiting!!!!!! haha!!
anw, the time whn heimun lend me the suju i actually took pics of it, hmm.. it ws my first and the last time tht i get to see and hold on to the suju albums!!! :) evn for juz in a while, i wishd tht those were mine!!!! haha!! yup, keep on dreaming juz like wht the principal said,haha!! :) there's nothing wrong wht..hehe..
my dearest heechul and my lovely eunhyuk!!! haha!!!
i reali had fun wif the albums!!! =') i wish i cn also have thm,, unfortun8ly, am broke :(
real thanks to heimun!! for mking these dreams of mine possible! haha!!
hmm.. i also gt pics frm our MT period,, carla and mel, using my hp to tke pics..haha!
:)
thts all for today.. tmr gt band prac.. :) hmm.. also gtta start to revise amaths,chemistry and physics tmr! :)
