today ws abit ok lah..

MT ws reading physics book wif mel, and carla ws reading her bio.. thn suddenly went wif chitchatting.. carla so funny!! haha!! mel wsnt having tht fun bcz she cnt relate to wht we are talking..haha! its nt tht we r racist or sumthing.. sumtyms its reali hard to communicate wif english! haha.. ws advicing me to move house at woodlands or jurong.. thn i say if i will thn hv to change sch lah, bcz house there cheap mah bt problm is farfar away frm sch.. ask my prents frst..

English ws held in the AVT, walkd wif shiqi as mel ws walking wif yueqin n sarah.. talking bout sth.. thn shiqi ask me abt band prctice, i say we gt only mon. and fri. pracs. sumwht she wants to have more sectionals like the last tym.. thn i told her, "i dun like sectionals" haha!! thn she say i v bad..haha! truth is, i like sectionals bt if gt plenty of sectionals thn gt hard tym to divide my tym doing hmks!! anw its gud for her bt am in 3e1 mah, more stress.. thn she said she wants to go
bangkok, thn i say "thailand ah?" thn she say "no, bangkok" haha!! as if its nt the same?! nyahahaha! ws reali wanna laugh out loud tht tym.. reason is she dunno tht bangkok is frm thailand.. haha! ( i dunno wht i felt bt her smile juz reflected me sadness)..

reachd avt nv saw miranda so sat wif heimun, i dunno bt i noticed sth abt her and her.. nvm.. its nt right to say this bt i pity someone lah.. although i din knw wht reali hd happend between thm, being alone is damn painful man..i experiencd tht alot of times.. bt nw, nt so alone lah..haha! so sumwht understand her side lah, bt the othr side also reasonable,, bcz thy wont act like this if she nv strted sth unreasonable..haiixx.. hate to talk bout this..

sumwht rmb the most memorble fight i had wif my bestfriend..hmm, yup! i strted it, i admit i ws bad, and v rude to our friendship.. bt i juz want to knw hw much she cares, or hw does she reacts whn she loose her temper, break down or evn cry.. i cn say i overdid it lah, i dunno wht i ws thinking..haha! i did evrything to let her down.. i said things tht i ws nt reali supposed to say..tht hurt her alot, and ofcourse cry lah.. aftr tht, no communication within 2 weeks.. it ws damn hard man!! i ws so sad.. i din knw, tht wud happen.. cried evrynight for no reason, myb bcz i miss her lah.. T_T she the only one who cn understand me most frm my "wierdest side, to my serious side" and tht tym ws reali afraid to lose our friendship completely.. until the day cme.. i cnnot handle it anymor so i gave in, apologized and ws v happy she forgave me, bt she ws hurt alot,, did evrything i cn to make up.. ahhh!! i ws reali foolish lah!! i din knw i will also hurt myself if i hurt her tht much.. tht made me reaize wht friendship is all about.. my bestfriend said.. "bestfriends are best enemies" and she ws right! haha!! the best cn only make wonderful things out of it or evn destroy evry single piece of it! she gt a scar, i also have, she happy i happy.. it ws reali fun tht tym, bt nw I MISS HER ALOT!!! i wnt to go home ASAP!!!

anw.. english watchd titanic. v nostalgic, watchd tht since i primary 4! haha! thn needa write outline for report. thn askd wht is the big thing on the ship , and its reali "chimney" lah!! haha!!thought only frm house one.. and i still dunno whn cn i get the ryt timing to blow heimun's ears in return!! i kana bully evrytym by her!! and also must find sum strategy lah,,, her ears are coverd by her mushrum hair! nyahahah!! "OH I GET IT!!!!" haha.. myb one day ill try to do wht i think abt juz now! hahaha!! my strategy cn drill through her hair, must be easy lah, bt its v obvious so myb she cn easily dodge..haha! nvm try la.. haha!!

Physics.. understand abit.. bt ws boring lah.. mr. chua suddenly goes v fast..

Maths, okok lah.. understand abit also..haha!! well, mrs. low will always be trgeting me as am v weak in maths! sigh, i hope i cn be better thn this.. i juz lack prctice lah,, thts why i alwys get careless mistakes.. T_T

FT, mr. lee told us story! haha!.. weird.. the american man fell in "sh*t" is it? haha! went to hall for shanghai clips.. went home..

felt like collapsing on my way home.. felt like am getting weaker and weaker evryday.. i also dunno why.. my body suddenly bcum v heavy, felt like bloated evyrtym.. dizzy, back and side pains, and i juz noticed evryday whn i brush my teeth, how cum my gums also bleed? T_T and my lips r alwys dry and bruising.. evrytym also felt my mouth like taste of metal..its getting harder and harder evryday.. bt wont try to show it lah, later thn my father will shoot me words agen which will make me more ill..

tmr is physics test. hm.. dunno if am prepared.. hope god will enlighten my mind and let me pass the test! ^^