ahhh!!! i totally hate tht stupid toilet door!! at the canteen!! my finger v poor thing, v swollen alr!! its like its going to burst anytym.. T_T and its also v painful sia... bt nw its numb, bcoz mom put some medicine on it,, ahhhh!!! nw am typing only wif one hand!! its v troublesome leh, evn took a pic of it..

ahhh!! poOr ring finger.. all my fault! am so clumsy enuf for not letting go off the door while its closing!! i reali learned a lesson!! KICK THE DOOR TO OPEN IT! thts wht jueping told me.. T_T

well today gt band prctice, whOa~ its v the vry fun lah! bt i ws nt quite enjoying, my finger v pain eh!! and the accident took place b4 sir arrived! so i v dissapointed of myself tht i will not be able to play bcoz of the painful swelling.. its like omg! aftr the door ran ovr my finger, sw blood splashed onto the inside of my skin tissue! bt blood nv cum out lah, thn i ws lingering in pain, gud thing no one else ws there in the toilet.. i ws like (ahhhh~ tell me this is nt happening thn, rushed thru the cubicle, it ws so painful tht evn my pee cnot cum out!! wl! so yah, whn i reachd the hall, ws like (ahhhh~) thn gina saw it, she ws scared lah bcoz its sumth lah, reddish black u cnt understnd and its swollen.. thn i dunno who gve me a plaster, myb chrstabel or eddy? put plaster onto it, bt also no use lah bcoz no blood cuming out, only plasma i think, the yellowish fluid frm a bruise.. thn SL and kenneth ws worried for me, thy say if v pain am nt allowed to play.. thn i ws`like play a lil bit thn aftr, v pain.. stopped.. ahhh!! i ws v envy whn thy play, in the winter deh!! and also the moon in my heart.. i only sulk there looking at the piece thy playin..

aftr tht went prcticing highsch. musical.. omg! cnt beliv tht we got an entrance dance at the concert! its v the funny deh!! sir evn said we were like zombies, and kenneth is so funny! evn gt shout, left bounce, right bounce! hahaha!! its v lame e, and its v funny!! i wnt to laugh out loud bt cannot! sir steps were v the very lah!hahahaha!!!

lunched wif jueping, thn went go major yasmin to ask 4 help abt my finger thn went to SJAB for help.. thn SJAB hor, also cnnot do sth abt the abrasion or wt thy call this.. bcoz its internal bleeding mah, thyr job is only first aid.. so giv lots of plasters, also cleaned my wound! thanks SJAB! ^^ aftr tht, my finger suddenly numb, mybe bcoz i put plaster tightly on it? so played lah, all shook up! wel,, kinda fun lah,, bt cnnot blow properly almost all the notes!! bcoz my finger deh! sumore the key of the flute gt hole mah! my ring finger is injured! its nt tht entirely covered.. evn kenneth said tht if pain, dont play notes using the finger! and i ws like wht?! almost all the keys need thos finger eh, except, Bb, B, A, C and E natural.. its like am nt playing at all!! bt thn tried my best lah, see am v bad to myself! y? bcoz of my passion to music!! haha!!.. am v sorry for my finger deh..all worn out bcoz of me..

haii.. i reali abused my finger deh, juz realized, bcoz nw, my finger is all swollen like hell, and also the blood clot is seriously big inside deh, cn see the blood frm the inside.. if i din press it onto my instrument it wudnt be this big.. bcoz ah, evrtym i contract relax it, pressure frm the vein wr getting stronger and ofcourse more blood will pump lah onto my finger!! such an idiotic person i am!!! its like all the blood stuck into my finger and its v painful lah.. i wish this heals soon..

well i typed long enuf, wif my one hand!! nwei, heimun went off to KL today, hope she wud hve lots of fun!! she said she will buy me present! haha! its wud be a great chrstmas gift for me! ^^