nOv. 19- mOn.

wOke up 5.30! ahhh!! cudnt sleep bcOz suddenly gt a dream tht bothered me! wl.. i ws like part of a crime scene.. thn gt lady w/c ws buried like alive lah,, ofcourse the young lady dead alr.. so yah saw it hOw it ws dug up.. thn suddenly someone poke it, and the body started to be broken into pieces..! frm head to toe..!! ahhhh!! i ws terrified! so yah, it ws toO early for me to be awake bt i dun wan to go bck to sleep agen..so played psp! until 1 hr one, thn mOm woke up at 6.3o sumthing thn i prpared myslf for band..

bAnd! arrived sch juz nice, hei mun ws late agn! haha! bt gud thing mjor nv saw her.. "heng ah" ?? hahah.. went band rum, warmed up, thn mrs leong surprisd hei mun! haha bcOz she the librarian needa help at the store rum.. went for sectionals.. hvnt blOwn a single note frm CNY, hei mun called me.. she said thy need me to help at the store rum, and great! i ws the cutter of the scatch tape! haha.. quite bOred bt enjOyed.. bcOz thy all v cheerful one evn mrs. leong.. ^^ must say i din talkd much bcOz i v odd! am the only non-chinese! haha..so yah cnnot undrstnd thm sumtimes.. & whOa~ being librarian is nt a jOke men! so much things to do! whn i juz looked at the pieces omg! so stressful! so yah, hei mun must jiayOu! ^^ lunchd wif heimun and cassandra.. eat chicken rice! haii..sO sick alr.. i evn felt like throwing up.. bt "heng ah" tht nv happnd! haha! went to band rum, to see if thres things left to do.. and went for sectionals bt "suay"-(i dunno if this chinese word fit to my sentence) ovr alr.. haiii.. full band.. fiOn ws wif us.. i juz rmmbred playin mouthipiece mania, simple song, titanic? and CNY.. oh yah nv forget the flight of valor and sunrise! haha.. v nice!!! cn play a lil bit.. i ws v excited^^ hei mun alwys plays solo!! haha.. jiayOu2x! bcOz ken and viv go darwin.. gt part in sunrise whn hei mun plyed solo,, weee!! its so nice tht i nearly cried, haha!! its nt reali sad bt the sound v nice tht mde my heart like "melt"? hahaha..ok my english nt gud i shud say.. aftr tht went hOme.. slept! ws v tired!! cutting scatch tape ws nt an easy job ok! haha..

nOv. 20-tOday

wOke up 6am! ^^ preprd for going to sch. hei mun sms me, i thought she reachd sch earlier thn me! bt i cme b4 her! haha.. she also say she will wake up vvv early tOday? 7+ vvv early meh? haha.. jkjk only! ^^ she tried her best to cum early bt she still also late! haha went to band rum, warmed up.. sir cme, conducted, tell stories.. also told us abt the test! ahhhh!! sec. 3 test v difficult!! v unfair to me, i juz cme! ahhh!! sud tke sec. 2 test frst! well thn i alsk sir thn yah myb gt chance of having sec. 2 test thn hving a sec. 3 test..hehe, went listening to grade 5 songs! omg! reali fantastic men! the frst song, i ws reali thinking of a dinosaur leh, bcOz i think ive heard the song in a movie myb jurassic park juz dun clearly rmb bcoz i primary 4 mah whn i wtch the movie! hahaha!! aftr tht plyed "in the winter".. hei mun solo agen! gambateh!-[japanese] ^^ she hd to memorize the whole thing.. all things she do v stressful eh, gt library work thn gt solo part! ayOuu.. nvm, aja aja! [korean] hahaha! lunchd wif yuzeng and meiyan! oh yeah nv eat chicken rice today! i dunno the nme bt yah it taste delicious! ^^ bt nv finishd my foOd.. T_T strtd to talk wif leftovers.. yuzeng say i will pay if i nv finish the foOd.. whOah thn i ws v scared leh, most likely whn i eat out i nv finish my foOd! haha.. went band rum, fall in thn sectionals wif woodwinds.. sir warned us tht if cnnot play, go out and prctice, bt thn i insisted nt to go out.. (v confident ah) - nt reali.. i ws overexcited to test myself if i cn play wif the others.. bcOz i alwys screw up whn i play wif thm.. of course hear diff. sounds, juz confuse myself thn cnnot play.. i ws the only flute there!! lOnely.. T_T played bar 25 & 29 onwards.. it also reminded me of the prctices i had at home.. yah i practice almost evry day 2-3hrs.- i juz refuse to tell.. bcOz i hate people thinking tht im working hard bcoz i wn to be better thn othrs.. bt its nt the way i feel.. i juz gt an inspiration tht sumwht tells me "if thy can, why u cnnot?".. whn i ws in NA tht ws exactly hw i feel.. i ws happi i mde it to a highr class and nw contented.. i dun wan to exceed more ^^

during prctice wif sir, i ws nervous lah, oftenly out of breath, my heart beats so fast, sumtyms play wrong bt it actually fullfills my excitment, bt as tym pass by, i felt like lonely.. ofcourse whn ur alone no one wud covr ur mistakes,, haha! more thn tht the feeling whn u r actually wif ur section is different lah.. ur more confident bcOz thy play wif u, and the sound is loud and one! ^^ "one band one sound one family!" :) so yah ws happy whn all of thm cme, my section and the whole band.. played all shook up.. evn test us one by one.. my playing nt bad one! haha.. i ws excited so i ws playing fast w/o noticing it.. *gomen gomen, cn say am nt a gud plyr at all.. haha.. alwys screw up bt nvm, "kaya mo yan!" [filipino] hahaha!! walkd wif heimun out of sch went hOme.. v tired!! slept a lil, woke up, ate dinner thn blOgd! the end! ^^