cn see? she's nt like my sister at all, so wanna take pic wif this lady.. haha~

tOday ws 2nd sunday of the mOnth so yah go to church as usual.. i ws not tht ready whn thy went off.. so nv go wif thm instead i ws bOund to follow aftr thm.. so went 2 church alOne.. whn i reachd the church.. i ws weak bck thn.. imagine u'll speed up to church in order to catch-up the mass! so i ws like v exhausted.. my sistr keep on smsng me..bcOz i nv sit inside.. i stand outside bcoz alOt of people meh, sum mOre am late and its embarassing if i walk and sit there.. so stand until tired.. i felt dizzy leh thn lean on the gate.. thn suddenly felt different lah, its like ur visiOn getting dimmer and dimmer.. i kept looking on the ground.. its like my eyes were shutting down while am still awake..hard t explain lah, u see image with small pixel wif different colors and while tht continued i cn hardly see the people..and its like im goin faint lah bcOz am freaking out!! without thinking any othr things, zoomed in the church while mass is going on,, yah its v impolite sum mOre its in the middle of the mass! din see people's faces clearly, so i din see my family clearly,, i evn walk past their seats,, i ws thinking in myself.. "god please, let me see my family for the last time" it ws like i knw tht i am dying lah, so i begged for more chance..am totally crazy.. i dunno wht to think else leh, ur loosing ur vision while ur walkin looking for sumthing for the last tym ofcourse bcoz in no tym u'll juz loose consciousness.. the reason is: " i ate little during breakfast!" aiiyOuu.. yah its totally simple to start wif bt yah, i freaked out.. whn i ws looking for thm inside, although din see their faces clearly, i saw a hand waving, noticed it bcoz it ws moving.. and yah its my mOm, i said thank gOd! i rushed to them thn sat.. i lOcked my fingers, clOsed my eyes and prayed.. "pls lOrd, let me live lOnger" i said tht a lOt of tyms..my head ws like crushing tht tym,, bcOz it ws tragic, its like am gonna die,, sum mOre inside the church! oh my gOd.. yah, i wud be happy if tht wud be the case,, to die in the arms of gOd..bt i thOught to myself this is nt the end of me! i mean, am juz 16! and am currently enjoying life.. bt yah u'll nv knw whn will be ur tym..so i think ive said those words infront of the altar.. whn i opened my eyes..i cried.. my eyesight went bck to normal bt my dizziness ws still thre..bt i ws thankful, it ws like i ws purified whn i entered the church wif my family, instead of me alOne outside.. thts wht my sistr tOld me..and i believe tht.. Lord saved me! i ws thankful He gave me anothr chance! i hOpe i cud live lOnger..nw tht i knw tht i still gt a prOblm wif my bOdy..yah, my belly, the right side of it seemed to became swollen thn the left..am v scared leh, tht sumthin might actually happen to me..and wht if it became worse..i regret nv see the doctor earlier..its juz my fault to start wif, if i cme up having a major problm wif myself.. bt thn i alwys prayed to gOd,, to let me live lOnger.. thts the only wish i wud evr ask.. theres nth more precious thn life..i juz realized..

anw, aftr tht, went shOpping wif my uncle and aunt, thy all ofcourse wif my family alsO.. went to novena mall.. quite huge huh.. ate alOt!! yah, so tht ill be stronger! frst ate burger, korean cuisine, and also noodles,, yah tht many, until my stomach inflated like balloon! haha~ went tekka mall, sim lim tower,, and its the frst tym for me to eat a variety of fruit which tastes like guava and mango! whaa.. myb they cultured the fruit! it ws reali nice! :) and also ate ice cream,, nt the icecream on the cone bt on the wafer! v weird leh! aftr tht, went dizzy again whn we rode on the bus.. bcOz we were up there! aftr reachd hOme chnge clothes drank yakult thn slept.. thn saw my sistr eating potato chips thn i also,, wah so many i eat ah! bt why whn i do my business nth cum out? u mean all absorb leh? gud gud!! haha~ no undigested food..! :) wif tht cn gain weight more instead of loosing it.. also tooked pic bt wif my sistr only..

her new hairstyle! haha~ credits to me who arranged the fringe! haha!!