Date / Time : Friday, September 28, 2007 / 6:45 PM
halO pOst agen! 2day CCA day bt gt self-revisiOn.. haiiixx.. "he" ws there.. bt din see him much coz were brOken out into diff. sectiOns.. haha~ okei enuf, bt evn thOu, he's been my reasOn 4 putting up much effOrt thru my studies.. cnt let my guard down yah! esp. tht he's creating apowerful offense! haha~1st gt to clean instruments.. sO bored lah,, nxt go to 4t2 classrum 4 revisiOn.. yah mnged to finish the whole science file.. finally understnd thm despite all tru my slackings during class.. haiixxx.. yah quite alOne deh, if mOn and mirr were thre, no more study alredy, laugh, laugh until siao! haha~ simply missed thm! missin revision w/ thm! hehe, oltho smtyms cnt concentrte wif thm, bt atleast its alwys fun unlike bein alOne..and yarh! on mOnday gt revisiOn to mOnica's hOuse! oh yeah! it will be fun! fun! fun! esp. tht carla ws there.. ^^ aftr tht gt to go to hall for stress-managemnt program.. haha~ yah realized ive been carrying stress throughout deh.. din juz admit.. haha~ my friends say tht my face is always "sad"?? haiixx.. y ah? am nt feeling sad thOu, a bit onli! the expressiOn is bOred,, nt really sad..hehe,, yarh, am always taking time to be quiet and alone..dun wanna talk it out leh!! paisei, paisei!! haha~ bt alwys wanted to hav fun bt got lil opportunities..thts the problem leh.. and oso sumtyms gt anxiOus abt sum people,, juz cnt face.. haiiixx.. am such a timid person!!!.. ive said to myself tht i shud change lah bt i cnt,, its juz hard to change.. *sigh
mybe i shud try lah, shud smile and greet people alwys! haiixx.. thts v awkward deh, aiya! juz cnt do lah!! anw, EOY's gonna end.. thn try to change! ^^ yarh, oso change my hairstyle! yipee! try new cuts i wont regret bcoz sch hols. olrdy,, nO one wud see! ^^ haha~ nth wud chnge my timidness..haiixxx.. tOday oso jueyu's bday! hvnt greetd her directly coz,, am v reluctant mah!! i admit it!! ayOuu.. y cnt i juz speak out myself.. thts the weirdest thing abt me.. anw happi bday jueyu! ^^ wee.. my birthday's coming toO!! bt nt reali excited.. haiixx.. am getting old olrdy.. stressed!! haha~
