haiiixxx... today sleep to the fullest! haha~ alr forgot my studying leh, ill nv gonna mke it.. sO tis hOlidays i rest rest rest,, slack slack slack and nth mOre.. haiissshhh.. finally decided to study wif melOdy during MT class.. ^^ in tht,, i might be able to ask her 4 help in my maths.. ^^ oso haf to go home early 4 scheduled revisiOn! whOa~ i mde a schedule! 4 all subjcts!! i hOp i cn be able to fOllow it..haha! nt slack agen.. yah lah, nv will slack agen aftr the hOlidays! ill try my best.. wann improv my sci, eng, and maths! haiiixx.. hOpe i cn.. ^^ i hvnt done any hw yet! wahlaO! mOnday is cumin'! haiisshh.. am v lazy.. haf to finish eng. worksheet by tommorw.. oso the hme econs proj. havnt finishd yrt.. haiixxx.. so much to do, yet am so bored..
alsO today gt write letter to my friends abroad.. i miss thm so much, sumore, alecza is cummin here, hope to see her soOn to hand in my letter to my friends.. kate must be happi today! she juz saw the vid i wann shw her for her brthday! heeee.. am glad she's happi.. i wann see her smile so badly.. if onli i cn reali walk a thousnd miles.. juz to see her i will! but as of my health thts v impossible.. haiiixxx.. i wann to live longer, bt.. the signs wr nw cumin deh, haf to see doctor immediately,, bt im so afraid.. if got thn how? ill be sad.. im enjOyin' today, y nt let me hav fun and die w/o knwin'.. tht will be much better, atleast i die while havng fun! haha~ wht am i sayin',, ayOuu.. am nOt dieing ok!! its juz tht i feel like am sick bt juz dunno if tru or not.. myb my body juz actin' like sick.. haha~ nwei enuf of the sick thing... omg! myb am reali sick deh, bcoz i cnt help eating toO much salty foOds.. wif tht i cnnOt pee properly, pee little and it hurts deh!! wahlaO! my pee slwly gt blood i think or am juz imagining?! haha ~ dunnO bt my left kidney alr hurts, hw i knw? bcoz kidney is located on the bckside part of the belly and it really hurts man.. sumtyms, haf to curl up wif my pillOw to ease the pain.. haiiisshh.. mOm let me tke medicine bt i dun wan.. im really stubbOrn deh! i want to die is it?! haha~ well, as lOng as i dont suffer much ill leave it as juz nOthin' thn i knw in the end ill juz regret.. am crazy wht.. i knw am wrong thn i go ahead..
haiiixx.. am reali takin' risks this days.. juz slack w/o studyin tis holidays, stagger myself nt to eat juz becoz am lazy.. and thn eat lots of fastfoOd wif the fact tht i wnt to get fat! bt nw i feel like am getting sick instead of getting fat... haiiixx... i drink toO much coke! anthr reason, thts why i gt stomach ulcer! haiisshh.. i wnder hw big is the hole nw.. wann see whn i go doctor.. bt mybe whn exams over..
okei okei, 4 nw am v full!! y?? bcoz i eat mcdonalds agen! haha~ i eat fastfoOd thrice for tis week.. omg.. i eat lots of protein, i wonder if i cn grow fast! haha! 2mrw shud b a v exciting day 4 me!! were goin to church! thn aftr tht go out wif my family!! haha~ wann go out wif thm always,, esp. whn my sistr is thre, alwys mkes me laugh.. ^^ okei hir 4 nw.. gotta listen 2 music 4 nw..
music is my life..
its the air tht i breathe,
its the blOod tht run dwn thru my veins
w/o it i cudnt live
bcoz music is love tht keeps me alive ^^
