ytd nv post.. v tired mah, gt band practice.. tchr heimun nv cme! so i ws left inchrge wif the sectiOn whn kenneth left, juz bcoz am a sec 2!.. im a v lOusy inchrge leh,, juz let my grupm8s do whtevr thy wnt.. bcOz, i scared meh, ltr force thm to prctice, thn thy all go angry wif me.. haiiishh.. i v bOred lah,, evrytm band prctice bOred.. esp. sectiOnals.. my interst to flute-playin decreased by 40% ovr 100.. dunnO y?.. whnvr we did sectiOnals i alwys ask 4 d tym, dn wantd to end fast.. tht tym i thot we will end at 12 bt we didnt instead we were dismissd at 4pm. so i wif yuzeng and the othrs go for lunch tgt, as usual i eat chickn rice.. haha~ i nv hesitatd to try othr sorts of foOd.. dunno y evrytym eat wif my friends i always order chicken rice! hah.. nvm mind.. my taste nv get bored.. haha~ aftr tht go bck agen, l8 4 fall-in so hf to march.. we gt sectiOnals agen,, assmble thy say? dunno if am right, wif all the woodwinds and saxes.. its quite fun,, bt im reali sad abt my playin.. am nt doin well, i alwys play wrong.. cudnt stop blaming myslf for mking mistakes.. oltho gt shiny flute nw,, the feelin tht i hd today cudnt juz chnge 4 a lOt of excitement.. i rmb myslf bein crazy 4 flute the last tym, bt nw,, things slOwly change.. myb i juz don do well thts y i feel this way.. evn sir try to mke us laugh in his stories, jOkes,, he evn playd wif me.. he said whn we were in bar 49, the snappin and clapping one.. "cOunt lah,, u were mumblin the nmbrs bt nO word cummin' out" haha~ actualy i was countin' tht time bt i count wrngly so i stoppd.. thn he noticd.. i ws smilin' tht tym knwin tht am v dumb enuf for nt counting corrctly,, thn i strtd to laugh at myself secretly.. i felt v sad leh.. i cudnt do well,, i dunnO y am feelin weak in terms of playin'.. so we plyd all shook up,, it was quite fun.. oltho sumtyms i screw up.. dn aftr the prctice, we were told to do reflection, abt band.. i ws wrong whn i wrote down tht we were imprOving.. bcoz the mjors told us tht our stndrd is decreasng.. evn i didnt noticd tht, i thot the band were hving fun! ~and tht ws the momnt of seriOusness and truth, the mjOrs talkd to us to chnge.. ~end of yesterday post~

haiiisshh.. 2day nv study agen mah!! tired tired tired!! v siaaann... haha~ whn i wOke up, frst thing i did ws to change my hairstyle! so i cOmb it to the way i want.. actually wanting 2 innOvate this new loOk in my hair.. ive been observing hairs frm sch, most people gt fringe, so i said to myself "y nOt?" nyahaha~ sO put it to the way i want thn cut it! whaaa.. i cut it wif nO regrets yah! since primary 1 ive been carrying my old hair one! haaaiiixx.. 2day i hd mde a diffrnce.. oltho, it hd mde a slightly messy one,,, i dunnO hw to cut the fringe man!! i juz anyhow cut, so it really loOked awkward! haha~ so clip it onto the back,, dOne! my pOnytail nO longer in the bottom, i pushed it as high as i cn! ^^ tht mde d mOst difference..
my sis said, i loOk mOre like a malay nw! haha~ actuali gt pic bt dun wan pOst lah.. haha~ v ugly meh,, gt to adjust to my new haircut.. haaiixx sumhow it reali loOk awkward to me!! bt nvm, i did this 4 myself in the 1st place.. its onli me who cn blame if i gt regrets.. hehe ^^

tOday alsO gt fever mah,, sO hvn studied durin the aftrnoOn.. nth much 2 say today.. onli slack thts all.. i hf wasted my time agen! its reali hard to change!..