2day nth much happnd.. oh yah lah, today 42nd bday of SingapOre! happi bday!! ytd we gt sch. celbration.. i hd much fun evn i not feeling well,, bcOz ytd night gt nightmares.. the 2nd tym arnd the same nightmre i hv dreamt abt.. it sO dmn scary,, i scared i might die, sumore i cnt breathe, move, nd evrtyn weird lah, seems my head's being crushd, so hard to explain lah,, nvm bt i still believe it ws nt juz a dream, bcoz ytd morning my body's feelin weak and i dizzy sum more.. whn i walk to sch the road felt like winding n i nearly faintd, luckly i ddnt fell.

ytd was fun, we gt a long walk outside sch, gt mny presntations by the stdnts and gt sing song for singapore. i evn went to the stage to receive my NE cert. and badge! hahas,, oltho i think am nt tht deserving.. jiawen frm 2e2 sing so good! lyk a pro singer mah, i like hr voice, so cute and nice to hear! ^^ thn thrs a part whn all the students stood up thn sang singapore song,, i oso stand lah, it ws so much fun, sum wnt to the stage thn race race the flags,, sum cried esp. my foreign clasm8s.. thy said thy miss their own country.. sighs i oso miss mine..

thn aftr tht gt find miss shamsiah.. shes leaving soOn.. T_T she v good teachr we don wan hr to leave us.. thn melody cry sum more infrnt of ms sham,, i oso wann cry eh, bt i juz prvnt my tears to cum out.. we took pictures wif her.. thn i go wif xin hui go tiong and eat.. we talkd abt stories, abt my nightmare.. siahs,, dun wanna talk abt tht, am more scared.. aftr tht go home thn sleep.. haiizz..

thn today im quite feelin' sick.. i so dizzy, and i feel weak.. i might be sick leh,, and im quite suffering frm depression.. i so bored.. gt nth to do today.. i listn to sad songs,, chinese song sum more, i dont understnd but i like the song v much,, if i rmb the artist is jay chou.. he gt movie if rmb "secret".. am nt kiddin its nt a secret actually am telling the truth! hahas..

whaaa.. i feel comfrtble evrytym i think of their friendship.. they so nice and cute and evn its nt possible i wnt to be part of thm.. haiiizz,, i miss my friends.. in the past i ws happi wif thm bt nw hir alOne agen,, i wish i cn visit thm soOn.. i miss thm alot.. T.T anw

2mrw, i hope ill be fine.. i sleepy nw.. bye ^^