tOday back to being a lOner agen.. i hvnt jOind thm during recess.. i was lyk nt a member of their grup anymOr and i fil lyk nOt cOming,, sO i wanderd arOund sch wif myself.. i felt awkward leh,, whn i walk thru the corridors evryone string at me.. y ah? dunnO.. thn i was gOin 2 our rum,, suddenly yueqin called me,, i saw sarah nd shermeen, the 3 of thm..thn we talk abt anything.. yue qin ask me why i was nt wif thm,, i sed i fil lyk nt cOming, (the truth is tht i wan 2 be alOne) but deep within me,, i dun want.. its lyk my mind kips on tellin me(juz be wif urself, u r hurt, u need silence) thn my heart whispers(bOring ryt?) wahlaO! but lucky i gt sumone to go wif juz for d rest of the recess..thn saw yu zeng,, thn reminded me abt hr blOg, w/c i juz finishd to do..^^ thn go to the rum, i was d frst 1 to go in,, bcOz i wan 2 end the day fast,, thn go home..
we gt english fr 3 periods,, we do the drft for presentatiOn, i do analysis,, i was quite mOved to finish d whole thing of the drft but guo liang ddnt bring the paper for ink experimnt so i hv nt been able to finish it,, but quite intersting yol.. i hd found out tht all evidences pointd out to mdm aby chiu..if am cOrrect.. but not reali sure.. its wht the forensic exprimnt hd shwn us.. so we go for it.. ^^ linus ws beside me, he ws doin conclusion, thn kip askin me, hw to do ah? thn i say conclude lah, (but i think tht doesnt mkes any diffrences) i am nt gud at explainin' so i juz anyhow say..hehe.. thn aftr gt science,,quite interestin' bout biconcave convex etc. arr..
aftr class, miranda, wavd her hand infrnt of me,, dunno wt she juz said thn go to monica as i was usin my hp to rply carla, i didnt heard wht she sed.. thn i ignored her.. wahlaO! wad ah? its lyk im the one hu's angry wif her! bck thn she ws like ignoring me, thn nw i was the one ignoring her?? arrrgghh... wts happening to me men.. am i tht badly hurt? i want to apologize really,, melOdy askd me if theres sum1 whom i am angry wif.. thn, (wht?? am i mad?) thn i sed "nO lah, i juz don fil 2 go wif u guys" thn she added tomorow must come wit us ah! thn i rplyd "am nOt sure leh,," (wt am i talkin abt!! am sure!!!) wahlao! i totally blown up my last chance....
i finally realized tht am tht emOtiOnal,, i cnt cOntrOl lah,, sO i go home wif myself,, thn yuzeng clled me, thn we bOth gO hOme..hehe talk abt the tests,, she so calm, i knoe she've been studying.. hw enviOus i hvnt strtd yet.. T_T im dead nxt wik!! wha.. thn rode on the bus, saw linus say "byebye" 2 me? am shOckd! we kip ignOring each othr frm d strt, thn nw he sudenly vOice out to say bye2? haha.. of course i replied, bcoz we bOth alight on the sme bus stop d diffrnce is we go opposite direction,, i wish 2 learn korean or go korea! haha, my native friends will be enviOus of me! bwahahaha!! ^^ whn i reachd home sleep thn do revision in history.. thn go sing song, play piano and, play wif my inflated ball.. ^^ as i was alone at home my mum and sis went off buy me new shoes..?? i ws shcked hw cum buy me new one? my shoe nt spoil..am a gud care taker! haha!! (i knoe the reasOn mah), bcOz the shoes is on SALE! haha!!
yipee! i cud wear it tomorrow for PE! but suddnly my PE shirt bcOmes pink! wahlaO! bcOz my mum v sian alrdy to wash, so she combined all the clothes! haha! like mothr like daughtr, i also like tht.. lazy sia.. ^^ sO hOw tomorrow? still in a cold mnner? whaa... hop i cn chnge my attitude.. dun wanna be alOne agen...