theOry test 4 hOme ecOns! whaa!! thot itll be hard but quite easy.. aftr tht we gt recess.. i was damn hungry but un4tun8ly retreatd frm the stall.. bcoz the the vendor nd i was blurr.. thn she only gave me soya bean drink nt with the kaya toast w/c i orderd.. thn we wait, miranda was wif me,, thn i told her ill nt ordr anymor thn she was angry wif me, bcoz she said i alwys let things hppen whtever it was w/o evn tryng to insist wht i want to get.. bcoz she said i ws always like tht,, bcoz i alwys bluurr,, bcOz i cn evn smile evn whn the situation is lyk tht,, i cn smile evn if shes feelin bad abt me,,--she hates me,,, bcOz of the kaya toast tht i want to ordr!!! i was hurt whn she said tht infrnt of the othrs.. i mean, whts the big deal?? i am the one who was hungry in the frst place,, bck thn i askd her if she wan 2 eat, thn she sed she dun wanna evn if shes tht hungry bcoz she cn bear with it.. i alsO like tht lorh! i dOn eat a lOt of tyms during recess evn if i wan 2, bcoz i dun wanna bOthr thm,, i gO with thm as my friends tO get alOng with their habits & thts wht i tell myself frm the very frst strt.. but tht tym, i felt like superiOr, its lyk tht i wan 2 vOice out and say tht "i am hungry!!",, bcOz i wan 2 eat also, bcoz i am hungry lah.. whaa... but bcOz she ws like hOt tempered,, i didnt eat during recess,, i was like nt feeling well, knwing tht sum1 is angry wif me.. frm there on i didnt smile anymOre whn the four of us r together.. evn melody nOticed tht theres sumthing wrong about the two of us,, but i just remained silent.. i felt dOwn loh,, i wan 2 say sOrry but i think tht is the hardst part.. i try not to look at her, to talk or evn come nearer to her,, bcOz i knoe she still angry wif me.. i wan 2 cry bcOz it hurts mah,, bcOz of my attitude the last tym, nw she hates me alOt.. i knoe she hates me frm the v beginning bcOz i bOring lah, but its juz ok for me, am quite hapii tht she hates me for who i am rthr thn love me for who i am not.. but aftr saying tht, juz hurts me alOt.. dun wanna cry lah....
aftr recess gt art, i remained silent while doing the podcast.. i was like seriOus,, as i said am trying myself nt to smile.. T_T i was bored tht tym,, i dun wan 2 be seriOus, aftr gt mother tongue, finally EAT lunch wif melody thn go for english.. thn aftr gt band..
carla was wif me, we chitchat thn she go e-music.. i saw yuzeng and m...? i forgt olrdy srry hehe.. thn i go wif thm.. thn we changed to PE thn go downstairs,, thn w8 for d mjor 2 go signal,, thn saw tchr heimun n shiqi thre thn thy were like playin wif each othr,, they v cute u leh.. heimun is lyk d lil angel thn shiqi is the lil devil! haha.. bcoz shiqi always bully heimun as wht i see but no offense lah,, thy v cute,, n i think thyr bestfrens.. ^_^ thn sw cassan thn cme hugging me! wahlao!!! oso tchr hei mun pulls me off thn say "dun tke away my juniOr" haha.. i was lyk wt the hell,, am i tht importnt to thm?? nyahaha!! thy v nice to me evn were nt tht close.. thn go fall-in.. assmble people gtta go,, i was wif teachr heimun,, do drills,,, so tiring!!!.. i hd a lot of fun!! really! esp. whn we joind mr. faizal's grup.. our tchr fr drills wr yuzeng sodrin dian nd michelle.. yuzeng and dian always sabo me!!! whalaO!! lock up arms!! dont smile!!!!!!!
whaa.. i was like,,, wad ah? i was nt suppose to smile today,, bcoz of wad juz happn last recess.. but i didnt notice tht i was smilin the whole tym bcOz of thm.. thanks to my friends! thanks to band! i mde it thru this day.. =')
